From the Desk of Kiler Davenport

  I see dead people everywhere I go. Our community where we live has turned into the walking dead. I try and have conversations with folks about what is going on in the world, and they look at me with blank faces as if my words went right through them. They act as if all is fine and that life is peachy-keen, and these idiots still putting on these masks kill me. Do they not understand that these masks are worthless and just another way to keep us in complete submission? 90 % of the folks that Mary and I come in contact with are clueless about the state of the world. They are drawing in ignorance and stupidity. Is it any wonder that America has fallen? Is it any wonder that we have been stripped of our liberty and freedom? I know now more than ever that those who will fall for anything will fight for nothing. Strangely enough, some of us are not blind to what is going on and can see through the bull shit that is coming out of Washington and the World Economic Forum. We spend hundreds of

  Life is the ultimate game. The players are as diverse as the weather. There are some of who know the rules of the game much better than others and love to play cat and mouse with the world at large. We bask in the art of carefully controlled communications and are always in the game and alert and fully turned on. When you open your mouth or type a word or post something I can tell where you are in the game and the more you put yourself out there the more you give yourself away. Many of you are devoid of highly calculated, interactive communication and are not even aware of what you are not aware of. In other words you lack the ability to think about thinking and this puts you at a very bad disadvantage when swimming in the tank with the big fish. I have spent my life studying advanced human and environmental communications and I am for the first time, here, revealing to you this dangerous and cunning art. We are rare and you will not find very many with these skills and tactics. Thes

  religion is the poison of the world. man-made and powerful it keeps the masses in check and strips the person of individual power. it is used as an excuse to divide and overpower the savage. it is called up by the government when they need a resolution to kill. it is used to fatten the pockets of those who have learned to speak its mystery. it is used to divide the masses and destroy nations and kill the innocents. we do not know God. we do not know even where we are or from where we came. we are like small rats in this game of life. we have torn God into a million pieces and mocked the prophets. millions of holy books gathering dust on coffee tables around the world. blacks hating whites, whites hating whites, whites hate blacks, and all hating each other. my way, your way, their way, our way, where does it end. why should we pretend to be good when that is impossible. why should we lash out at one another as if we had the answers? we are all lost in the dark, treading very deep and

  Does the universe really care about how we feel, act, think and talk.? Was the earth made for us or us made for the earth or none of the above? Ate we really one with each other? Do we possess all the same stuff? Are we some kind of collective? Does God really care what we do or did God just drop us off and leave? What if infinity rules? Can you prove that right and wrong even exist? Do you believe in hellfire? I never believed in hell but I always believed in God. Christians to me are so limited in their thinking. I find they are under a spell. They are taught to not think for themselves or ask hard questions. Most folks in the US are so damn dumb and completely lost when it comes to issues concerning world events and global activities. History is a fantasy and a complete mystery that we make up. If the urge to save our children was as strong as the need to have sex and have them we would solve all of these pressing issues in a very short time. People use each other to get what they

  Remember telling someone you are right is also telling them they are in fact wrong. Let me ask you at this time what makes you so right. How can you determine if you are right, you cannot. So why is it that we go out and try and sell this to others? Is this attitude changing your world for the better? Are folks asking you to run for some big office? Your right is wrong to another and what you believe to be true is insanity to others. Life is a string of elusive events in time and space. We are contained within this massive energy field and we will remain here forever because that is the way energy works. Look how long we have had to bring things into perfect balance and yet we have not brought anything into balance. Look how long we have had to fix what is broken and yet we have not. Can any of you grasp this or are you too far gone? Your quest for this illusive truth is fiction. You are a small fish in a vast and ever-changing ocean. Your idea that you are somehow special is insanit

This god. This thing. This odyssey. This bewildering, long-lasting dream. Contemplation will not bring clarification. I ponder. I seek. I stand in awe. My young life was wanting. My midyears are confusing. And now I am back at the starting place. I know nothing. I am nothing. Furthermore, I seek nothing. What are we, you, they, them, and us? Are we not altogether in this matrix? Are we somehow divided and special? Do we not seek the same things, the same love, caring, understanding and security? What is it that makes us think we are so different? We pass gas. We excrete the waste. Furthermore, we salivate, sweat, vomit, fall, slander and gravitate toward those dark moments. We are all susceptible to what might be called evil. Yet isn't this just an illusion? A trick of the senses. An evolutionary diversion. What is evolution? What is creation, existence, consciousness, love, the collective, the community, the all in us? I seek to explore, implore, draw out, and beg the question of

  We are what we have been looking for. We are the inside of the inside. We have not been given the ability to really see ourselves for what we really are. However, that could change soon. We must open the third eye and silence ourselves. We must stop believing the world as we see it and start to see the essence of and manifestation. Our senses will not allow us to go where it is we would like to go. The senses keep you grounded and this is not a completely good thing. There is a realm that exists and it is possible to go there but you have to move away from conventional thinking and just enjoy the ride. You must stop reacting to the external world as if it had something to do with you directly. You must realize that billions have come before you and trillions will come after. Stop believing yourself to be so important and special. You do not even show up on the radar. You must stop trying to pin down and define everything and just let it be as it is. Yes, you can move it this way or t